But it was worth it….

exhausted1 bearA day in bed sleeping through the pain. Thank goodness the Endone worked today as I have become resistant to it again and have tried to go Cold Turkey for a few days. My carer came to shower me and couldn’t believe who answered the door – she had never seen this. Someone that could barely find the words to speak, slumped over, walking into walls and holding the arm like a precious baby. I could hear her talking but I just couldn’t make out what she was saying. She looked very concerned – more so when I was doubled over in the shower chair crying from the sharp waves of pain coming over me. She dressed me, got me back into bed and brought me a hot coffee.

But it was worth it….

Boom or Bust they say, well that’s what I did to myself yesterday. I decided “To Hell with this shit, I am gonna have a great day out with my boy” Half way through the day I knew it was too late to take those thoughts back 🙂 I decided that we would have lunch out and then go see a movie. Sounds relatively easy doesn’t it?

The biggest problem for me going to a shopping centre is the walk across the carpark – I am spent before I enter the front door and I really need to look into a disabled parking ticket. We had too much time to spare between finishing lunch and the movie starting to we had a little walk brousing the shops. That’s when things escalated and I really didn’t thing I could make it through the movie. But I did. We then drove to 2 other shops before heading home. The lunch was beautiful, the movie “The Host” was excellent and of course the company of Master Shazz – exceptional. Every single muscle and joint in my body was screaming but it was worth it.

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  1. wobblywife
    Apr 11, 2013 @ 21:09:48

    I’m so sorry you had a bad day with the pain Shaz. You did amazing pushing through it and turning the day around though! Connie wants to go see The Host, was it any good? xx

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