Be back real soon.

I have been absent for many weeks, now I have such a strong urge to write and no internet for a week. Here I am on my mobile, phone that has the worst auto correct ever, so stay tuned and I will be back soon.
I have had the worst experience with the pain doctor, it couldn’t have gone any more wrong if I had planned it that way. I know I am not the first patient to be told it’s all in your head and I won’t be the last. I wonder if it would ever cross their minds as to whether this deliberation could be the last sentence that the patient ever hears before they go home and top themselves. No no that’s not me but one day it could be or it could be another desperate patient that visits and this is enough for them to just give up. They should be held responsible for their words and still they get away with it, time after time when you know more than they do and they have no idea what to do next. They just have to duck shove you to another department. I can’t believe how this specialist has treated me every single time I have seen her in the last 15 months. I have no idea why she took such a dislike to me from the moment she met me. I have already had psychiatric evaluations to rule out a mental problem. The pain is real and it is CRPS, no doubt in my mind. I am no stranger to pain, I have had 8 knee surgeries, stomach surgeries, child birth and a blood clot in my lung. All a walk in the park compared to this unrelenting pain that never EVER gives me a break. I want my fucking life back!


3 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Col
    Jul 28, 2013 @ 15:12:35

    Report the bitch. She is obliged to treat you properly.That is what doctors are paid a fortune for – to look after you!


    • shazzagirl70
      Jul 28, 2013 @ 15:57:48

      Yes Col, I have the right paperwork for the public hospital do I wil fill it out, I was supposed too grey a2nd opinion from the professor of the pain centre but apparently the 2 had a pow wow without me being present the professor agrees with the doctor and will now not see me. She believes it is a surgical problem teamed with arthritis, neither of these being her speciality.


  2. prayingforoneday
    Aug 07, 2013 @ 20:35:20

    well said, I think many of us have to deal with this shit. I am glad in a way I am not t he only one seeing this. This picture says it all, the first one anyway… Hope you are ok xx


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